Unable to keep my goals

Orlando , Florida 32828

hi everyone , let me start by saying that yesterday I became very frustarted with myself...It has been very very difficult for me to stay on track with my goals...I'm not even close at all...this morning I woke up very anger and frustrated with myself...I was hoping to find a partner in the Orlando area. I decide I will start all over again in hope that the anger and frustration is enough motivation to focus and stay on track. I would love to run a marathon one day , that for me is a challenge in itself...I have never done anything like before...I not even a runner , but if I can do that then I can change anything in my life.... It's a new life , a new journey hoping to start the new year with a different look to life.....